I’ve known for some time that I’ve been having some unreasonable responses to some reasonable situations. I’ve been starting to cry a lot at work and I’ve been getting just to this side of hysteria when someone criticizes me. I’ve nearly burst into tears in meetings and deemed people unforgiven for such things as saying the wrong things.
So… I found myself a hypnotist. So far he hasn’t done the “You’re getting very sleepy” thing with me. But, there are various types of hypnosis and behavior modification and I’m a very modifiable girl.
I have had several good days and in fact today saw the greatest change. I went to lift up my fingers to ROOOOAAAARRRRR into an email only to have my hypnotist pop into my minds eye with the thing he did that I totally mis-read right before he walked back into the door and told me the ”only” thing that happened was that he got up, looked at me, went to the door and walked out. And then I laffed and literally said “Dang it, you take all the fun out of EVERYTHING”.
In fact, since he’s requested that I not act like a 14 year old (don’t ask), I’m going to intentionally walk in there and stomp my foot on the ground and tell him that he’s take all the fun out of everything. Oh yeah, I’m not supposed to be making those grand sweeping statements either. 😀 BUT… I am going to respectfully make them! 😉
So, this fella is really freakin’ expensive. And, I think he’s totally worth it. (AND also a very good looking man). So, I get fixed in the head, I look at eye candy and I part with money… this is better than shopping!
And the best part is I get to be me, with out all the crazy emotional responses. Good fun and good work.
— Fizz —
© “Fizz” 2009
Michigan Dreaming --> Texas Tortured 
Interesting, I’m going to add you to my network so I can follow your progress, if that’s ok. I hope if works out for you, I’ve heard stories of people making huge strides in their life after hypnosis.
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I’m glad you are feeling better, Fizz!And you can look at a handsome guy while getting better :)Hugs
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How are you doing? No guestbook, tsk tsk. Well I hope to hear from ya soon.Take care and have a really nice weekend!
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Well how is it going?? It has to be nice to have someone sit and listen to your every word…keep it up if you feel it is helping you to cope with everything…There are times I m so happy to have friends I can pour my heart out too..Always good to talk to someone…You take care and I am here if you need another listener.Hugs
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I was thinking menopause lol but I don’t know how old you are but hey, I like the idea of going to a goodlooking doc and having him actually listen to you. Unlike some medical doctors do sometimes.You go girl and do what you need to do for yourself. HugsSherry
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Me too…what Joann said. If I thought it would do any good I would come over and drive you to your next visit but, he’d probably send me packing, labeled as "a lost cause". Why, just this morning as Jordyn was leaving the house I said something (innocent I thought) to her. She choked back a grin and told me to take myself back in the house, put myself in a corner, and BE THERE (in the corner) when she gets home tonight. Huh…….
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I hope you can find the peace you need my friend….You’re getting very sleepy……You think you’re a chicken…..See now if that didn’t help you at least smile I’m not doing my part :)
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Me again, girl. Hang in there.
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Dear Fizz -First things first – Don’t take yourself too seriously because all that will do is drive you totally insane, trust me I know ALL about getting too serious about things. This is a stressful time for a LOT of people and we all need to stick together to get through it. If you ever need to vent, I’m always here! So please don’t be afraid to reach out when you simply need to get things off your chest that are driving you all nutty. :) Always With Love -Stephen
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Wow. Cool guy and behaviour mod! You go girl. Also the agree is learning how to contain when we get way out there. Thanks for sharing this blog. Going to share with hyperanxious friend.
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Well alright!! You go woman… leave it to you to find a good looking man who actually listens.. Ha! Love your background pic it is so nice! Take care : )
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Oh Lordy, a man who listens AND is pleasing to the eye? Whew….go fer it!Are we saying here we cannot communicate what we’re trying to say to get an agreeable response?Would a white board help? Oh girl if it’s warmer there and cheaper living inform me!!
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I hope it works Juli, and it is your money to spend. Does he look anything like Simon Baker? If so, can I sit in on a session with you? Hugs, Beth
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Fixed in the head while looking at eye candy and walking away broke – 2 outta 3 ain’t bad!
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Congrats! If it works..don’t hold back. Eye candy is always nice. ; )
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Fizz…I am so glad you found him then! Keep on goin’ girl, long as you need to and can. (((HUGS)))
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